I do feel suffocated at times, really.. I felt that my life has been constraint ever since i was young. There are many things out there which i wanted to do, yet i was prevented from doing it just because other ppl was against it... And the other people is not just anybody, but ppl who are close to me, ppl whom i have no choice but to spare a thought for them, ppl whom influenced a big part of whom i am today....
Why do they view academic success as the only success in our lives? Aren't there many other things out there which are more impt that just academic studies? Why can't i live the life which i want.... Why do they have to force me to do the things which i dislike.... Why do they view being rich means a happier life? Why do they force me to climb higher and earn more money? It is not part of my wishes, never is that a part of my wish..... I'm not as ambitious as my friends out there.... That doesn't mean i'm against it, but its just not me.... Its just not the thing that makes me happy..... I am who i am, i need not compete with anyone. I need not match myself against my friends, other ppl.......
Why can't they understand what i want.... why can't they accept what makes me truly happy.......
suffocating
