Simply can't wait for exams to be over, yet fearful of the approach. I long for the freedom of doing the things I like! I want to meet up with my friends, chill out, watch movies, shopping, continue on maplestory, watch videos, swimming, hair makeover, jumbo seafood dinner..... and the list goes on.......
2 months of freedom awaits before another cycle of battle. Sigh.
Finally my mummy says she's going to support me to study full time! Yay! =D She'll pay half of my remaining sch fees, another half from my brother. I've told her that I might repeat some of the modules, and she says I have to work doubly hard next year. She is very against the idea of me stretching out my modules to more than 3 years..... Of cos I have to pay back the loan after I graduate.
However, i can't see myself studying full time. I really felt that will be a waste for not earning money for that 2 years. Just say I'm greedy bah. I know I can't have the best of both worlds, and yet i'm trying so hard to fight for it (in vain). I'm just contented that she finally understood my difficulty, and an assurance that I can fall upon if one day I really can't move on. Til then, I will still try my best to remain status quo.. =D
Slow but productive day today. Shall finish Budgeting before i hit the sack. =)
One of the worst thing that people can do is to bring down esteem of the others. Be it a dream, an aspiration, or something which you felt it will never happen, never point-blank at someone who actually live and work his life towards it. Something which is not important to you, may mean a lot to someone else. Something which you felt is a silly idea, may not be the case to the others. Please, have a heart..
Sigh.
One way it definitely brought me down. The other is the urge to prove you wrong.
I'm getting out of hand. I no longer enjoy cooping myself up in a hermit shell.
Alright, i'm officially 23 now as my bdae's just over. I had a great birthday celebration and I thanked all who made it happen! =) Thanks dd, jan, wee, wendy, xp and fiona for the accompany! Gonna meet the girls again this wednesday. Thanks all who wished me in someway or another!!
Right now i'm still craving for Kushinbo's crab!!! Gosh.. I feel like i've gained at least 3kg within this month. I gotta cut down!
Work's still the same. Its never been too good, never been too bad. Well, at least i'm trying to convince myself that.
Its an accounting week for me. I'm back to debit and credit, profit/loss and balance sheet. Can u believe that? Yup, that's how horrendous i am. What to do. I came back with no energy left everyday. Haha.
I'm indeed a happy girl today!!! =) I FINALLY found my bearbear's clothes online at eBay~ =)=)=)
I just emailed the seller to ask if she has more than 1 piece, and are there other colours out there. In case you duno, my current bearbear's pants is red in colour, and his leaf is blue. =p I pray hard that the seller is willing to ship it to singapore!! Ahh.. i don't mind paying much more for it. For ur info, the seller is in United Stats. LOL!
It all started when I saw a koala bear on TV ydae. It was SOOOOOO cute that i decided to find some koala pics on yahoo images. After seeing those koala photos, i thought it looked quite like my bear, so i happily type "koala pillow" and search. Nothing was found on yahoo, but later i found him on google!! =)
Simply can't wait for exams to be over, yet fearful of the approach. I long for the freedom of doing the things I like! I want to meet up with my friends, chill out, watch movies, shopping, continue on maplestory, watch videos, swimming, hair makeover, jumbo seafood dinner..... and the list goes on.......
2 months of freedom awaits before another cycle of battle. Sigh.
Finally my mummy says she's going to support me to study full time! Yay! =D She'll pay half of my remaining sch fees, another half from my brother. I've told her that I might repeat some of the modules, and she says I have to work doubly hard next year. She is very against the idea of me stretching out my modules to more than 3 years..... Of cos I have to pay back the loan after I graduate.
However, i can't see myself studying full time. I really felt that will be a waste for not earning money for that 2 years. Just say I'm greedy bah. I know I can't have the best of both worlds, and yet i'm trying so hard to fight for it (in vain). I'm just contented that she finally understood my difficulty, and an assurance that I can fall upon if one day I really can't move on. Til then, I will still try my best to remain status quo.. =D
Slow but productive day today. Shall finish Budgeting before i hit the sack. =)
One of the worst thing that people can do is to bring down esteem of the others. Be it a dream, an aspiration, or something which you felt it will never happen, never point-blank at someone who actually live and work his life towards it. Something which is not important to you, may mean a lot to someone else. Something which you felt is a silly idea, may not be the case to the others. Please, have a heart..
Sigh.
One way it definitely brought me down. The other is the urge to prove you wrong.
I'm getting out of hand. I no longer enjoy cooping myself up in a hermit shell.
Alright, i'm officially 23 now as my bdae's just over. I had a great birthday celebration and I thanked all who made it happen! =) Thanks dd, jan, wee, wendy, xp and fiona for the accompany! Gonna meet the girls again this wednesday. Thanks all who wished me in someway or another!!
Right now i'm still craving for Kushinbo's crab!!! Gosh.. I feel like i've gained at least 3kg within this month. I gotta cut down!
Work's still the same. Its never been too good, never been too bad. Well, at least i'm trying to convince myself that.
Its an accounting week for me. I'm back to debit and credit, profit/loss and balance sheet. Can u believe that? Yup, that's how horrendous i am. What to do. I came back with no energy left everyday. Haha.
I'm indeed a happy girl today!!! =) I FINALLY found my bearbear's clothes online at eBay~ =)=)=)
I just emailed the seller to ask if she has more than 1 piece, and are there other colours out there. In case you duno, my current bearbear's pants is red in colour, and his leaf is blue. =p I pray hard that the seller is willing to ship it to singapore!! Ahh.. i don't mind paying much more for it. For ur info, the seller is in United Stats. LOL!
It all started when I saw a koala bear on TV ydae. It was SOOOOOO cute that i decided to find some koala pics on yahoo images. After seeing those koala photos, i thought it looked quite like my bear, so i happily type "koala pillow" and search. Nothing was found on yahoo, but later i found him on google!! =)
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