I dun need to be given chance for the wrong reason. I'm so dreading, super dreading, the impending 2 months. My mood is so damn affected ever since, and I jump and get irritated over the slightest things. So what if I'm spoilt. Career, or mayb staying here for long, never crossed my mind. Why can't they just leave me alone??
No matter how much I complaint, I can't change the fact now. I just have to accept it, whether I like it or not. I need to earn that 16 hours first, at least. I hate to sacrifice personal time.
Whatever.. All I can say is...
Its so damn fucked up.






好沉重。





