I drank too much yesterday, at least more than what i can handle.
Thousands of apologies to Janice and Dear~ I just couldn't control my emotions last night. But i'm perfectly fine and sober now. Haha, i knew i couldn't handle the alcohol, but i just felt that its calling out to me last night. I went to my company's bbq at downtown east yesterday, we had fun playing the games, had fun gossiping, but deep inside i'm feeling rotten. Therefore, i drank.
No hangovers. Lucky me.
I don't know what am i doing last night, so please please ignore me!
Sigh, like wee said, i'm also just too lazy to do anything! Been resting for 10 days already, and i simply just can't move my butt to do anything useful! Sigh.. there's still so much things to do, so many things to buy.. And.. I'm still here blogging. I'm not an independent person. There's so many times i feel like going shopping on my own, but i tried and i didn't succeed. I always feel that shopping alone makes me feel more lonely, and time passes very slow.. =/
My shopping list: 1) Court shoes for work! (starting this Wed, great~ =/) 2) Trim my hair 3) Search for silk blue neck scarf 4) Get more white tops for work (what am i going to wear on thurs?!) 5) Base coat, top coat, and nail colours 6) Chocolates from Candy Empire
I'm left with 1 more day to get all those, which is tomorrow!!!!
Haha, i'm hooked on MapleStory again~ =p It rids me off my worries. Just like getting drunk and high, but it doesn't trigger hangovers. =)
I've been reading Flowerpods (forum) recently because i always get this jitteries before starting on a new job. I guess its the same for everyone bah. When u have to move out of your comfort zone, when u have to get to know people all over again, when you have to be nice and smiley to everyone, when you have to start learning from scratch all over again...... It really takes a lot of courage and energy to overcome that, and all that takes time.
It isn't easy to make this decision, especially within such a short notice. Some ppl say that they pei fu me for doing that, as it takes a lot of willpower to do that. Haha, for me, i'm just following my heart than my brain. I duno what's in for me in that new company, i duno what to expect, but my heart asks me to go, so i did! I prefer it to be in this way as i know that even if they give me 100 years to think, i will not come up with a conclusion. You'll never know whether you'll like it until you've tried. So here i am in this deep shit. =p
I'm going back airport to do my returns tml. Hmm...
Here's some of the pics on my last flight. Enjoy =) and i'll cherish.
SISTERS!
My junior from Surabaya =)
Our homemade crispy chicken~ Exclusively for Crew Only. =p
Senior FSS Sze Tian and me~
Sisters with crazy Sally!
All of us!
Jan and I at the cockpit viewing stars!!
These are taken from my last flight with Clare.
Me, Jean and Clare.
All the best! =)=)
By the way, i don't want TKA to end!!!! *depressed*
AND HAPPY 53RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND DEAR~ =D
I'm having my leave til 22nd, and right now i'm resting, recuperating, re-charging before i embark on my new journey! =) Many thanks to those who tagged me, i'm ready to move on, i just need a little more courage and i'm pretty sure i have it. =)=) Jia you jia you!
So what have i done so far??
I had a wonderful Rest & Relax chalet from 12th - 14th at Downtown East with my BEST POLY MATES, aka Wee & Jan! Everything we did was impromptu as we did not have a fixed agenda. However, I'm rather disappointed that we didn't make it to Wild Wild Wet because of my stupid menses that came at the wrong time! We didn even make it to the Escape Theme Park because it was not opened during the weekdays. *CRY* But overall we had fun just lazing around, walking up and down, video marathon-ing and our mini BBQ! Refer for more pics at Wee's and Jan's bloggie bah.. =)=) P/S: To my partner-in-crime, my twin, my cousie, dearest xigua: Stay stong and be firm in your decision! Me and Mango will always be with you. *Huggies* (",)
I finally started shopping on some "office wear" that is needed for my new job. They have uniform provided, however, i may need to wear my own because i duno when is the uniform arriving. Super Headache. I have limited choices because i have to standardize the clothes according to the "company's standard". Sounds so familiar, so gross. -Extracted from Miss Cabin Crew Trainer- Anyway, I have to thank my deardear for making this shopping trip with me despite being so tired from an overnight shift! *mauckz* Not forgetting the surprise breakfast he got for me the next morning!!! Knocking on my door early in the morning juz to deliver breakfast for me~ My favourite plain and egg prata! *Aww....* I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! =D
And to my BEST FRIEND, fiona: I hope you can stay strong too!! and i wish that you can regain ur bubbly self again someday. Love you. =)
Yesterday mark my last flight with silkair. I had a nice, memorable flight with a super nice CIC and my partner-in-crime, Janice.. =) Looking back on how hard i fight during the interview, failing the rounds and start all over again, and finally i was so elated being selected.. Looking back on my training days... Looking back on my OJTs and SNYs, my first solo... and slowly working up til my bond ended. All these memories still seemed so fresh.
I will definitely miss flying. I duno if I have made the right choice, I duno if there's really a better prospect, I duno if I may regret in the future, however i know that i chose to move on now....
Somehow, i always wondered if we could juz live the way we wanted, without having to succumb to family and peer pressure. If only I could choose the way I want to live, without having to make any explanations to anyone, without having to consider other people's feelings, without having to endure the agony of comparison between friends and family, I would lead a happier life. I always felt inferior because of my family background, because my mum would constantly remind me that my friends are graduating from university soon, because every decision i made are subject to my parents' approval, because........ nobody understand what i want.
I have to admit that i felt the urge to cry when i was leaving the aircraft. My tears welled up. No matter how much i complained abt the job, there are people whom i'll miss dearly. I received well-wishes from crew, a chocolate put in my office mailbox from crew, all these made it harder to leave. But i shall be strong. =)
I did an overnight flight to Trivandrum yesterday. And it was the first time for me and janice to sit in the cockpit floor, armed with blanklet and pillow, with the nicest pilots on board. We stayed there just to view a vast sky of stars. The captain switched off the lights til pitch black. We saw the milkyway, we saw a million, billion stars that no one can ever see it on ground. We didn manage to see a fallen star that lasted for only a second. However, it was cosy to just sit there and look into the dary dark starry sky, from the aircraft, from the cockpit, and from the sky. It made me realize how beautiful the sky is, how much i feared of flying in the past, to the day i ended up flying as a cabin crew, and how much i loved the sky now...
Goodbye Silkair. =) I've never regretted stepping into the airline. Right now, its time for me to move on... =)
I signed the offer letter for Novena Surgery today. No more turning back. I just hope i've made the right choice. I hope they can adhere to what they offer. I'll be starting off as a patients relations executive first, and every single promotion or pay increment is solely based on performance. Sigh.. If it weren't for something which i want to venture into, i think i would not have taken up the offer.
Today, we all managed to settle the payment for SIM and UOL, and hopefully everything goes well. It was a long day from meeting dear for breakfast at mac, to drawing money from the bank, signing of offer letter, going over to SIM to meet Wee and Kym, and finally heading to RELC together. All of us were complaining of hunger becos we waiting soooo long at SIM...! However, i'm so glad that i've settled everything already. Phew~ =)
Its something i shared with close friends only, and only a few know about this. I'm in a dilemma since..
Last year november, i applied for a marketing position with Novena Surgery. It is a newly established day surgical centre at the new novena medical centre. I like it becos it is a new company, but yet it is under the trusted group of Far East Organization. I always like to work in a new company becos u can be the pioneer batch, progress with the company, and there are fewer steps in the ladder to climb up. Its a combination of my interest in healthcare, and its also something which i wan to venture into. i.e. convert from science to business.
I didn make it for the initial interview in december, and have since forgetton about it. However, just few days ago, they called and ask me whether i am available and still interested. So i went down to the interview the next day, tour around the place, and i'm interested in working there. And to cut the story short, this is wat they say:
* i do not have marketing experience, so am i willing to start working in the frontline first. i.e. patient relations executive, and den slowly progress up to marketing. (agree)
* am i willing to accept the starting pay of 1.6k only, with adjustment 2 to 3 mths later. (dun really agree)
* they wan me to start work immediately, they even said wan to reimburst me for the 2 week notice after i tender my resignation. (dun agree) anywae, we compromised on the 23rd apr if everything goes well. - cos i need a break!-
* they said if i'm worried abt the salary, they are willing to provide sponsorship for my studies at long as i worked at least 1 year with them. But of cos there will be a bond. (don't know)
In a nutshell, i do not have the sense of security. it all seems too gd to be true. Well, mayb they can afford to "groom" ppl becos it is a new company, but... can they adhere to what they offer?
My worries: 1) To give up my 7mth bonus in July? 2) Or to give up an opportunity which i always wanted? 3) Willing to start low again, with a big pay cut? 4) What if all they offer are empty talk?
So these are my plans: * i'll go down to sign the offer letter tml, but before that, i want everything they offer to be typed out in black and white.
* i want to find out abt the staff benefits with HR. i.e. pay increment, bonus, annual/medical leaves etc.
If they cannot agree to such simple request, i will have no trust in this company, and i shall not accept the offer.
On Sunday, I had a nice gathering with my amkss girls to celebrate for my belated birthday! *ER-HEM* Yeah, they bluff me out to eat Shokudo when i tell them it will be my treat, and i gave them souvenirs i bought from HKG disneyland (yeah, i know very laggy.. haha) and Guangzhou. So they said they were going to get me my present, they'll bring me to shopping and buy whatever i like within their budget~ AND THEN LEH?! I WENT HOME EMPTY-HANDED! *GRRRR*
Wahaha!!! Kidding lah!!!!!
I'm so glad i have this great bunch of frens who NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD! Cannot stand their actions, especially Selina! So childish.. =pPp Wahahaha! Enjoyed myself thoroughly and we were all looking forward to 18th Apr where we plan to have out pubbing and chilling session~ =)=)
XP and her bamboo rice~
Me and Fiona with Shokudo Sumo!
We are trying to act "very hungry" face but liping says look like scary face~ -.-! So its damn funny trying to take this stupid pose with Selina!
Finally a proper one!
Hehes, taking class photo!
Here's what i abstracted from Fiona's blog which i think its funny! Haha.. =p
Once upon a time(9years ago..), set in the school ground of AMKSS, three little ah toots happened to be in the same class and they became friends. Qiu was on good terms with von.Xp was on good terms with von too. However, qiu and xp didn't click, they were just hi-bye blahblah classmates. Due to our ah-toos' jealousy and childishness, xp and qiu started fighting to be the bestest friend with von, vying for time to spend with von. Xp and qiu were "enemies" deep in heart but they were both so hypocritical that they remained as friends on the surface. It was when the 3 ah-toots grew out of puberty and became more mature and sensible that xp and qiu became real friends. And it was from there where xp and qiu's friendship never stop growing until now. The interesting fact now is - von is too busy to make time for xp and qiu. So xp and qiu complains about von to each other behind her back since xp and qiu are very good friends now.
The moral of the story is - xp and qiu are very good friends now and we don't need von anymore! (Not true!!Just Kidding!!!)
I drank too much yesterday, at least more than what i can handle.
Thousands of apologies to Janice and Dear~ I just couldn't control my emotions last night. But i'm perfectly fine and sober now. Haha, i knew i couldn't handle the alcohol, but i just felt that its calling out to me last night. I went to my company's bbq at downtown east yesterday, we had fun playing the games, had fun gossiping, but deep inside i'm feeling rotten. Therefore, i drank.
No hangovers. Lucky me.
I don't know what am i doing last night, so please please ignore me!
Sigh, like wee said, i'm also just too lazy to do anything! Been resting for 10 days already, and i simply just can't move my butt to do anything useful! Sigh.. there's still so much things to do, so many things to buy.. And.. I'm still here blogging. I'm not an independent person. There's so many times i feel like going shopping on my own, but i tried and i didn't succeed. I always feel that shopping alone makes me feel more lonely, and time passes very slow.. =/
My shopping list: 1) Court shoes for work! (starting this Wed, great~ =/) 2) Trim my hair 3) Search for silk blue neck scarf 4) Get more white tops for work (what am i going to wear on thurs?!) 5) Base coat, top coat, and nail colours 6) Chocolates from Candy Empire
I'm left with 1 more day to get all those, which is tomorrow!!!!
Haha, i'm hooked on MapleStory again~ =p It rids me off my worries. Just like getting drunk and high, but it doesn't trigger hangovers. =)
I've been reading Flowerpods (forum) recently because i always get this jitteries before starting on a new job. I guess its the same for everyone bah. When u have to move out of your comfort zone, when u have to get to know people all over again, when you have to be nice and smiley to everyone, when you have to start learning from scratch all over again...... It really takes a lot of courage and energy to overcome that, and all that takes time.
It isn't easy to make this decision, especially within such a short notice. Some ppl say that they pei fu me for doing that, as it takes a lot of willpower to do that. Haha, for me, i'm just following my heart than my brain. I duno what's in for me in that new company, i duno what to expect, but my heart asks me to go, so i did! I prefer it to be in this way as i know that even if they give me 100 years to think, i will not come up with a conclusion. You'll never know whether you'll like it until you've tried. So here i am in this deep shit. =p
I'm going back airport to do my returns tml. Hmm...
Here's some of the pics on my last flight. Enjoy =) and i'll cherish.
SISTERS!
My junior from Surabaya =)
Our homemade crispy chicken~ Exclusively for Crew Only. =p
Senior FSS Sze Tian and me~
Sisters with crazy Sally!
All of us!
Jan and I at the cockpit viewing stars!!
These are taken from my last flight with Clare.
Me, Jean and Clare.
All the best! =)=)
By the way, i don't want TKA to end!!!! *depressed*
AND HAPPY 53RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND DEAR~ =D
I'm having my leave til 22nd, and right now i'm resting, recuperating, re-charging before i embark on my new journey! =) Many thanks to those who tagged me, i'm ready to move on, i just need a little more courage and i'm pretty sure i have it. =)=) Jia you jia you!
So what have i done so far??
I had a wonderful Rest & Relax chalet from 12th - 14th at Downtown East with my BEST POLY MATES, aka Wee & Jan! Everything we did was impromptu as we did not have a fixed agenda. However, I'm rather disappointed that we didn't make it to Wild Wild Wet because of my stupid menses that came at the wrong time! We didn even make it to the Escape Theme Park because it was not opened during the weekdays. *CRY* But overall we had fun just lazing around, walking up and down, video marathon-ing and our mini BBQ! Refer for more pics at Wee's and Jan's bloggie bah.. =)=) P/S: To my partner-in-crime, my twin, my cousie, dearest xigua: Stay stong and be firm in your decision! Me and Mango will always be with you. *Huggies* (",)
I finally started shopping on some "office wear" that is needed for my new job. They have uniform provided, however, i may need to wear my own because i duno when is the uniform arriving. Super Headache. I have limited choices because i have to standardize the clothes according to the "company's standard". Sounds so familiar, so gross. -Extracted from Miss Cabin Crew Trainer- Anyway, I have to thank my deardear for making this shopping trip with me despite being so tired from an overnight shift! *mauckz* Not forgetting the surprise breakfast he got for me the next morning!!! Knocking on my door early in the morning juz to deliver breakfast for me~ My favourite plain and egg prata! *Aww....* I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! =D
And to my BEST FRIEND, fiona: I hope you can stay strong too!! and i wish that you can regain ur bubbly self again someday. Love you. =)
Yesterday mark my last flight with silkair. I had a nice, memorable flight with a super nice CIC and my partner-in-crime, Janice.. =) Looking back on how hard i fight during the interview, failing the rounds and start all over again, and finally i was so elated being selected.. Looking back on my training days... Looking back on my OJTs and SNYs, my first solo... and slowly working up til my bond ended. All these memories still seemed so fresh.
I will definitely miss flying. I duno if I have made the right choice, I duno if there's really a better prospect, I duno if I may regret in the future, however i know that i chose to move on now....
Somehow, i always wondered if we could juz live the way we wanted, without having to succumb to family and peer pressure. If only I could choose the way I want to live, without having to make any explanations to anyone, without having to consider other people's feelings, without having to endure the agony of comparison between friends and family, I would lead a happier life. I always felt inferior because of my family background, because my mum would constantly remind me that my friends are graduating from university soon, because every decision i made are subject to my parents' approval, because........ nobody understand what i want.
I have to admit that i felt the urge to cry when i was leaving the aircraft. My tears welled up. No matter how much i complained abt the job, there are people whom i'll miss dearly. I received well-wishes from crew, a chocolate put in my office mailbox from crew, all these made it harder to leave. But i shall be strong. =)
I did an overnight flight to Trivandrum yesterday. And it was the first time for me and janice to sit in the cockpit floor, armed with blanklet and pillow, with the nicest pilots on board. We stayed there just to view a vast sky of stars. The captain switched off the lights til pitch black. We saw the milkyway, we saw a million, billion stars that no one can ever see it on ground. We didn manage to see a fallen star that lasted for only a second. However, it was cosy to just sit there and look into the dary dark starry sky, from the aircraft, from the cockpit, and from the sky. It made me realize how beautiful the sky is, how much i feared of flying in the past, to the day i ended up flying as a cabin crew, and how much i loved the sky now...
Goodbye Silkair. =) I've never regretted stepping into the airline. Right now, its time for me to move on... =)
I signed the offer letter for Novena Surgery today. No more turning back. I just hope i've made the right choice. I hope they can adhere to what they offer. I'll be starting off as a patients relations executive first, and every single promotion or pay increment is solely based on performance. Sigh.. If it weren't for something which i want to venture into, i think i would not have taken up the offer.
Today, we all managed to settle the payment for SIM and UOL, and hopefully everything goes well. It was a long day from meeting dear for breakfast at mac, to drawing money from the bank, signing of offer letter, going over to SIM to meet Wee and Kym, and finally heading to RELC together. All of us were complaining of hunger becos we waiting soooo long at SIM...! However, i'm so glad that i've settled everything already. Phew~ =)
Its something i shared with close friends only, and only a few know about this. I'm in a dilemma since..
Last year november, i applied for a marketing position with Novena Surgery. It is a newly established day surgical centre at the new novena medical centre. I like it becos it is a new company, but yet it is under the trusted group of Far East Organization. I always like to work in a new company becos u can be the pioneer batch, progress with the company, and there are fewer steps in the ladder to climb up. Its a combination of my interest in healthcare, and its also something which i wan to venture into. i.e. convert from science to business.
I didn make it for the initial interview in december, and have since forgetton about it. However, just few days ago, they called and ask me whether i am available and still interested. So i went down to the interview the next day, tour around the place, and i'm interested in working there. And to cut the story short, this is wat they say:
* i do not have marketing experience, so am i willing to start working in the frontline first. i.e. patient relations executive, and den slowly progress up to marketing. (agree)
* am i willing to accept the starting pay of 1.6k only, with adjustment 2 to 3 mths later. (dun really agree)
* they wan me to start work immediately, they even said wan to reimburst me for the 2 week notice after i tender my resignation. (dun agree) anywae, we compromised on the 23rd apr if everything goes well. - cos i need a break!-
* they said if i'm worried abt the salary, they are willing to provide sponsorship for my studies at long as i worked at least 1 year with them. But of cos there will be a bond. (don't know)
In a nutshell, i do not have the sense of security. it all seems too gd to be true. Well, mayb they can afford to "groom" ppl becos it is a new company, but... can they adhere to what they offer?
My worries: 1) To give up my 7mth bonus in July? 2) Or to give up an opportunity which i always wanted? 3) Willing to start low again, with a big pay cut? 4) What if all they offer are empty talk?
So these are my plans: * i'll go down to sign the offer letter tml, but before that, i want everything they offer to be typed out in black and white.
* i want to find out abt the staff benefits with HR. i.e. pay increment, bonus, annual/medical leaves etc.
If they cannot agree to such simple request, i will have no trust in this company, and i shall not accept the offer.
On Sunday, I had a nice gathering with my amkss girls to celebrate for my belated birthday! *ER-HEM* Yeah, they bluff me out to eat Shokudo when i tell them it will be my treat, and i gave them souvenirs i bought from HKG disneyland (yeah, i know very laggy.. haha) and Guangzhou. So they said they were going to get me my present, they'll bring me to shopping and buy whatever i like within their budget~ AND THEN LEH?! I WENT HOME EMPTY-HANDED! *GRRRR*
Wahaha!!! Kidding lah!!!!!
I'm so glad i have this great bunch of frens who NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD! Cannot stand their actions, especially Selina! So childish.. =pPp Wahahaha! Enjoyed myself thoroughly and we were all looking forward to 18th Apr where we plan to have out pubbing and chilling session~ =)=)
XP and her bamboo rice~
Me and Fiona with Shokudo Sumo!
We are trying to act "very hungry" face but liping says look like scary face~ -.-! So its damn funny trying to take this stupid pose with Selina!
Finally a proper one!
Hehes, taking class photo!
Here's what i abstracted from Fiona's blog which i think its funny! Haha.. =p
Once upon a time(9years ago..), set in the school ground of AMKSS, three little ah toots happened to be in the same class and they became friends. Qiu was on good terms with von.Xp was on good terms with von too. However, qiu and xp didn't click, they were just hi-bye blahblah classmates. Due to our ah-toos' jealousy and childishness, xp and qiu started fighting to be the bestest friend with von, vying for time to spend with von. Xp and qiu were "enemies" deep in heart but they were both so hypocritical that they remained as friends on the surface. It was when the 3 ah-toots grew out of puberty and became more mature and sensible that xp and qiu became real friends. And it was from there where xp and qiu's friendship never stop growing until now. The interesting fact now is - von is too busy to make time for xp and qiu. So xp and qiu complains about von to each other behind her back since xp and qiu are very good friends now.
The moral of the story is - xp and qiu are very good friends now and we don't need von anymore! (Not true!!Just Kidding!!!)
Tired~
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