Shall make a quick post before leaving home. I'll be heading over to Vivocity with deardear to catch The Coffin. I'm forced to watch that movie!!! And i'll start to hu xi luan xiang when i come back home later. -__-!!
I managed to study last nite til 2am!!!! *pats myself* Only managed to write down notes for chapter 1 of Sociology, but i will continue to do it tonight! =D=D
Motivation Please!!!!
Some random pics which were took last week during my grandad's brithday celebration. I love such celebration, where we will get together with all our aunts & cousins! =)
ALL BOYS except the little one!!!!!!!! Ber only arrived 5mins after the cake cutting.
Spent the rest half of the day in the playground watching the kids play!
This is something which deardear is very proud of, and keep wanting to show it to me! Yeah, showing off how disgusting isit! The pic here is not very clear, and the real thing is really RED. It was due to an abscess caused by an infection of the sebaceous gland, leading to a major inflammation, and this is the result of the excision of that collection of dead neutrophils! Its the size of a 50cent coin, about 1cm deep, am i right?! And the epidermis is totally rid off, showing off what is beneath it. Showing off raw muscles when u move ur leg right????
And he want me to go inside the clinic with him to witness the change of dressing. PLEASE LOR! and the dressing is fucking pain as wat he described!
So yucky.
Dear, dun u dare upload to my friendster if not i sit on ur thigh!
Fought a long and hard mental and physical battle yesterday.
Physically being the monthly thing, and the nightmare, the ultra histamine-d nose, the humidity, the noise of banging cupboards, the throbbing headache. The Lack of Sleep.
Mentally.....
Drained at the end of the day. Took 2 panadols before leaving home, yet nothing helps. Skipped class halfway, ko-ed almost immediately after 10.30pm.
Anyway, i fought a winning battle. Its all history now. Had a rather okay sleep last nite, but the humidty and ultra histamine-d nose were still there.. *yawn*
I'm officially released from the hands of Novena Surgery! I'm a free girl now! =D Kiah and I served our last day on 22nd Oct, and we had a great buffet lunch in house with courtesy from all the nurses!! Thank you sooo much!~ =D=D My only regret was that I forgot to bring my camera!~ No pictures for memorance~ Sad-ed. But its okay, i know that i will go back and pay them a visit from time to time while working in IRAS.
Today is a shopping day with Fiona!! However, i didn't find anything catchy and therefore didn't really buy anything.. =/ We both felt so old! We can barely tolerate a few hours of walking before we need to find a place to sit~~ Haha~ and i came home with a super strained muscle on my right calf~! I shall continue my shopping spree til i got everything i needed! =D
Tml is my grandfather's birthday celebration! =D As usual, seafood dinner tml =D
Damn pissed off man~ I was juz away at the pantry to fix myself a cup of Milo, and i barely left my desk for a freaking 1min when my COO came. A phone rang and he asked me why nobody mend the counter and pick up the phone. For goodness sake, i told him it belongs to the clinic and not us. Walauz eh.. Don't worry lah, our ring tone is damn bloody loud & irritating that even the deaf can hear. Trust me, i can ever hear it from the public toilet which is like 50m away lor!!!!! Anywae, muz i be glued to the counter for 24/7?! Fucking idiot!!!!!!!
Last week's the same. I went toilet to SHIT for goodness sake! I was alone at that time, so who shld i ask to take over?! Ask ruth to cover me juz because i need to SHIT?! Fucking phone rang again and when i came back, Veron called me and ask why didn i answer the phone. PLS LAH, I HAVE TO TRANSFER CALLS TO MY HANDPHONE EVERY SINGLE SECOND MEH?! LIKE THAT HOW TO SHIT U TELL ME!!!!!!
Brainless bunch of FOOLS! Lol, why do i always need vent out my anger on my blog~ It pollutes my blog but tt's me!~ =p I like to vent things out instead of bottling inside me. So this is the angry me at this time..
I'll be fine and back to normal in a short while. =D
I'm at work now, waiting for the patient to arrive. Damn shagged! I only managed to slp about 2.30am this morning, and i dragged myself up at 5am. (O_o) Hehe, I was out the whole day yesterday and it was FUN!!!
I met dear in the morning where we head over to Anchorvale Sports Hall to swim! It was a nice isolated sports hall in the midst of some vacant land and LRT track, and I simply loved the environment! The best part is that there is 1 indoor swimming pool which is 1.2m deep all the way!! =D=D It was an acheivement for a hydrophobic me to swim 16 laps with a few additional "informal" laps. Usually I will not be able to finish 1 lap cos i will stop when i reached the 1.8m mark. =p In additional, there are also different kind of slides, like those twisted tube, open slide abt 3 storey high, jacuzzi and also nice baby pool~ The slides are simply SHIOK! Hehes.. I bet that it will be a place for me and dear to frequent for the next 1 month before starting on my new job~ =)
After which we went over to TM for Sakae Sushi, and den Pasir Ris Park! Hehe.. It was rather quiet and I really enjoyed the serenity =) We also went to the Children's playground to play swing, slide, climb ropes, tarzen etc etc~ =D We cannot let the kids have all the fun~ =p Enjoyed myself thoroughly.. Thanks deardear for the great company til abt 7pm! =D muackz muackz!!!
Night arrived, and i headed over to AMK famous crab place for a sumptous dinner with my NPCC peeps! It only costs about 28 per person which i felt it is still reasonable, and deardear gave me 50bucks to eat crab. =D It had been like 5 or 6 years since i've seen some of them, but I'm glad that there was no drastic change among them.. Had fun and laughter trying to recall those stupid things we do, punishments we received, spooky tales during camp at Pulau Ubin etc etc.. There were sooooo many memories!!!!! Training was tough, some senior were unreasonable, but it because of our unity that let all of us endure through all the shit! Something which I can never do alone.. *ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE*
We also had games and drinks over at a bar at Bishan Park and it all ended about 1am when I announced that i really got to go. However, it took me abt 20mins before I could get a cab.. All in all, i only managed to slp at about 2.30am.
I HAD FUN YESTERDAY!!!! =D And i want more of it although I'm damned shagged!
Sigh, my internet connection is having big problem~!! but i was quite relieved that my brother experienced the same thing as me. Meaning, its not my com's fault, i no need to spend money on my own and send for repair. =p But he juz changed the modem like few months ago, and now it gone haywire again! Luckily its under waranty, but its a still a hassel to bring it for repair..... haiz....
So... no Maple-ing for me til its fixed =(
Kiah is off duty, i'm now all alone waiting for 6pm before i can knock off~ Sian.... Going for Econs class later, HAO LEI AH.......
Kiah was juz experimenting tying some braids on my hair, and when one of the doctors came out and ask us wat are we doing, one nurse commented that she's catching fleas!!! OMG~ Initially i was like so shocked, but i'm still ok...
ONE MINUTE LATER, a man came over and look for our marketing manager, and he commented "wah, you all catching fleas ah?" FUCK LAH!!!! STOP CURSING ME LAH!!!!!!!!! And after that he introduced himself as a doctor! CB! Totally lost respect for this man! I tell him, if he wan to look for our marketing manger, go to 11th floor!!!!!!!!! Don't think u are a doctor and u can juz curse at ppl like that. TO HELL WITH YOU LAH!
But kiah being kind, eventually called our marketing manager to come down. I'm so damn pissed off when everyone juz treat a doctor like some kind of god or sth, all will put aside watever they are doing and come down and attend to him. PLEASE LAH, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GIVE A DAMN WHEN HE'S JUST STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!
Just came back from class not too long ago! Not entirely tired, but still i'm turning in soon.. Tml's another working day. It was supposed to be by last day tml, BY RIGHT.. However, due to the inefficiency of this fucked up company, they haben give me my last offical date yet. Omg~ I feel so disgusted in this company even though I'm leaving.. And i think i still have 1 or 2 days of leave left for me to clear. I'm going to fight til the end!!!!! Pissed...!!!! And today i checked with HR whether i'm paid extra for coming back at 10.30pm after class last mth for a last minute case, because til now i have not received any pay slip for last mth (-__-!!!). She said yes and ask me to check my bank account. I've just checked and there's NO EXTRA lor!!!! KNS. Cheat my money~~~!!!!!!
Seriously speaking, this is one of the most disorganized company i've came across. Well, you could argue that this is still a new company, and everything is not in place yet. However, all i could conclude is that they shouldn't even set up a company when the management is not stable at all.. Turnover rates are high not only among staff, but also among management staff. Welfare is bad, and benefits are unfair to different level of staff...
Frankly speaking, I felt all management staff should study Sociology and Organizational Behavior before managing staff. Alright... Whatever. Enough of ranting.. ZZZ... I'm just so glad that i'm leaving this downright fucked up company.
I went to sign offer letter today with Wee! Starting work in 17th Nov.. Anticipating the break in btw my last day here and the commencement of my new job. I'm so glad that its a 5-day job, higher pay, and i'm able to work with my frens!~
I always prefer the sunset than the sunrise. Don't ask me why, probably becos i dun like to wake up early bah. =p Sunset creates the perfect environment for one to reflect on the day.. And yes, I like to watch it alone.
sigh, i'm drained actually. Caught in a dilemma, caught in a crossroad once again.
I dunno wat is my aim in life. I duno wat i want to do in the future..... When can i actually find the answer? This is bad. I'm 22, going 23.. And I'm lost, very lost.
Am i really that tired to sit down and think carefully. Why do i owaz avoid myself when it comes to this? I'm an escapist. I seek other means to divert my attention. I feel much better doing tt... But.... I'll still be in this whirlpool, and i never swim out of it.
Or perhaps i've oredi gotten that answer. But due to some other circumstances, I couldn't just settle on my own decision. Just like how i tendered my resignation on my own accord, believing that I will be happier that way.. Yes, indeed i felt happier, much relieved. But.... my family is constantly pressurizing me in a way. And now i'm back to working & studying part-time. I'm anticipating the 1 month break that i gave myself before starting on my new job.....
I'm losing my energy and motivation to study!~ Sighhh.. I can hardly concentrate in class and my mind keep switching off. I dunno what am i thinking, my mind juz wander off and came back near the end of the class, no matter how hard i try to force myself to pay attention. Dang~ Shit!!! AHHHHH~~ How lah!!!! I'm having econs lec later... econs in UOL is HELL! I HAVE TO LISTEN.
Sighhh.. super boring week for me. When my partner is on leave, I'm all alone. Yes. ALONE facing this bloody com for 8 hours. Even Nurin is on leave. Sighh.. how to pass 8hours everyday alone sitting here, doing nothing, doing shit work, and entertaining stupid ppl who call in asking for Maybank almost everyday?!!!!!!
Ok, today is thursday. 2 more days to go... 2 more days to end of loneliness.
I never regret tendering. =) Hehes.
I shall stop playing maple. Its been taking a toll on my studies.. I MUST QUIT. I WILL!!!!!!!
Shall make a quick post before leaving home. I'll be heading over to Vivocity with deardear to catch The Coffin. I'm forced to watch that movie!!! And i'll start to hu xi luan xiang when i come back home later. -__-!!
I managed to study last nite til 2am!!!! *pats myself* Only managed to write down notes for chapter 1 of Sociology, but i will continue to do it tonight! =D=D
Motivation Please!!!!
Some random pics which were took last week during my grandad's brithday celebration. I love such celebration, where we will get together with all our aunts & cousins! =)
ALL BOYS except the little one!!!!!!!! Ber only arrived 5mins after the cake cutting.
Spent the rest half of the day in the playground watching the kids play!
This is something which deardear is very proud of, and keep wanting to show it to me! Yeah, showing off how disgusting isit! The pic here is not very clear, and the real thing is really RED. It was due to an abscess caused by an infection of the sebaceous gland, leading to a major inflammation, and this is the result of the excision of that collection of dead neutrophils! Its the size of a 50cent coin, about 1cm deep, am i right?! And the epidermis is totally rid off, showing off what is beneath it. Showing off raw muscles when u move ur leg right????
And he want me to go inside the clinic with him to witness the change of dressing. PLEASE LOR! and the dressing is fucking pain as wat he described!
So yucky.
Dear, dun u dare upload to my friendster if not i sit on ur thigh!
Fought a long and hard mental and physical battle yesterday.
Physically being the monthly thing, and the nightmare, the ultra histamine-d nose, the humidity, the noise of banging cupboards, the throbbing headache. The Lack of Sleep.
Mentally.....
Drained at the end of the day. Took 2 panadols before leaving home, yet nothing helps. Skipped class halfway, ko-ed almost immediately after 10.30pm.
Anyway, i fought a winning battle. Its all history now. Had a rather okay sleep last nite, but the humidty and ultra histamine-d nose were still there.. *yawn*
I'm officially released from the hands of Novena Surgery! I'm a free girl now! =D Kiah and I served our last day on 22nd Oct, and we had a great buffet lunch in house with courtesy from all the nurses!! Thank you sooo much!~ =D=D My only regret was that I forgot to bring my camera!~ No pictures for memorance~ Sad-ed. But its okay, i know that i will go back and pay them a visit from time to time while working in IRAS.
Today is a shopping day with Fiona!! However, i didn't find anything catchy and therefore didn't really buy anything.. =/ We both felt so old! We can barely tolerate a few hours of walking before we need to find a place to sit~~ Haha~ and i came home with a super strained muscle on my right calf~! I shall continue my shopping spree til i got everything i needed! =D
Tml is my grandfather's birthday celebration! =D As usual, seafood dinner tml =D
Damn pissed off man~ I was juz away at the pantry to fix myself a cup of Milo, and i barely left my desk for a freaking 1min when my COO came. A phone rang and he asked me why nobody mend the counter and pick up the phone. For goodness sake, i told him it belongs to the clinic and not us. Walauz eh.. Don't worry lah, our ring tone is damn bloody loud & irritating that even the deaf can hear. Trust me, i can ever hear it from the public toilet which is like 50m away lor!!!!! Anywae, muz i be glued to the counter for 24/7?! Fucking idiot!!!!!!!
Last week's the same. I went toilet to SHIT for goodness sake! I was alone at that time, so who shld i ask to take over?! Ask ruth to cover me juz because i need to SHIT?! Fucking phone rang again and when i came back, Veron called me and ask why didn i answer the phone. PLS LAH, I HAVE TO TRANSFER CALLS TO MY HANDPHONE EVERY SINGLE SECOND MEH?! LIKE THAT HOW TO SHIT U TELL ME!!!!!!
Brainless bunch of FOOLS! Lol, why do i always need vent out my anger on my blog~ It pollutes my blog but tt's me!~ =p I like to vent things out instead of bottling inside me. So this is the angry me at this time..
I'll be fine and back to normal in a short while. =D
I'm at work now, waiting for the patient to arrive. Damn shagged! I only managed to slp about 2.30am this morning, and i dragged myself up at 5am. (O_o) Hehe, I was out the whole day yesterday and it was FUN!!!
I met dear in the morning where we head over to Anchorvale Sports Hall to swim! It was a nice isolated sports hall in the midst of some vacant land and LRT track, and I simply loved the environment! The best part is that there is 1 indoor swimming pool which is 1.2m deep all the way!! =D=D It was an acheivement for a hydrophobic me to swim 16 laps with a few additional "informal" laps. Usually I will not be able to finish 1 lap cos i will stop when i reached the 1.8m mark. =p In additional, there are also different kind of slides, like those twisted tube, open slide abt 3 storey high, jacuzzi and also nice baby pool~ The slides are simply SHIOK! Hehes.. I bet that it will be a place for me and dear to frequent for the next 1 month before starting on my new job~ =)
After which we went over to TM for Sakae Sushi, and den Pasir Ris Park! Hehe.. It was rather quiet and I really enjoyed the serenity =) We also went to the Children's playground to play swing, slide, climb ropes, tarzen etc etc~ =D We cannot let the kids have all the fun~ =p Enjoyed myself thoroughly.. Thanks deardear for the great company til abt 7pm! =D muackz muackz!!!
Night arrived, and i headed over to AMK famous crab place for a sumptous dinner with my NPCC peeps! It only costs about 28 per person which i felt it is still reasonable, and deardear gave me 50bucks to eat crab. =D It had been like 5 or 6 years since i've seen some of them, but I'm glad that there was no drastic change among them.. Had fun and laughter trying to recall those stupid things we do, punishments we received, spooky tales during camp at Pulau Ubin etc etc.. There were sooooo many memories!!!!! Training was tough, some senior were unreasonable, but it because of our unity that let all of us endure through all the shit! Something which I can never do alone.. *ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE*
We also had games and drinks over at a bar at Bishan Park and it all ended about 1am when I announced that i really got to go. However, it took me abt 20mins before I could get a cab.. All in all, i only managed to slp at about 2.30am.
I HAD FUN YESTERDAY!!!! =D And i want more of it although I'm damned shagged!
Sigh, my internet connection is having big problem~!! but i was quite relieved that my brother experienced the same thing as me. Meaning, its not my com's fault, i no need to spend money on my own and send for repair. =p But he juz changed the modem like few months ago, and now it gone haywire again! Luckily its under waranty, but its a still a hassel to bring it for repair..... haiz....
So... no Maple-ing for me til its fixed =(
Kiah is off duty, i'm now all alone waiting for 6pm before i can knock off~ Sian.... Going for Econs class later, HAO LEI AH.......
Kiah was juz experimenting tying some braids on my hair, and when one of the doctors came out and ask us wat are we doing, one nurse commented that she's catching fleas!!! OMG~ Initially i was like so shocked, but i'm still ok...
ONE MINUTE LATER, a man came over and look for our marketing manager, and he commented "wah, you all catching fleas ah?" FUCK LAH!!!! STOP CURSING ME LAH!!!!!!!!! And after that he introduced himself as a doctor! CB! Totally lost respect for this man! I tell him, if he wan to look for our marketing manger, go to 11th floor!!!!!!!!! Don't think u are a doctor and u can juz curse at ppl like that. TO HELL WITH YOU LAH!
But kiah being kind, eventually called our marketing manager to come down. I'm so damn pissed off when everyone juz treat a doctor like some kind of god or sth, all will put aside watever they are doing and come down and attend to him. PLEASE LAH, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GIVE A DAMN WHEN HE'S JUST STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!
Just came back from class not too long ago! Not entirely tired, but still i'm turning in soon.. Tml's another working day. It was supposed to be by last day tml, BY RIGHT.. However, due to the inefficiency of this fucked up company, they haben give me my last offical date yet. Omg~ I feel so disgusted in this company even though I'm leaving.. And i think i still have 1 or 2 days of leave left for me to clear. I'm going to fight til the end!!!!! Pissed...!!!! And today i checked with HR whether i'm paid extra for coming back at 10.30pm after class last mth for a last minute case, because til now i have not received any pay slip for last mth (-__-!!!). She said yes and ask me to check my bank account. I've just checked and there's NO EXTRA lor!!!! KNS. Cheat my money~~~!!!!!!
Seriously speaking, this is one of the most disorganized company i've came across. Well, you could argue that this is still a new company, and everything is not in place yet. However, all i could conclude is that they shouldn't even set up a company when the management is not stable at all.. Turnover rates are high not only among staff, but also among management staff. Welfare is bad, and benefits are unfair to different level of staff...
Frankly speaking, I felt all management staff should study Sociology and Organizational Behavior before managing staff. Alright... Whatever. Enough of ranting.. ZZZ... I'm just so glad that i'm leaving this downright fucked up company.
I went to sign offer letter today with Wee! Starting work in 17th Nov.. Anticipating the break in btw my last day here and the commencement of my new job. I'm so glad that its a 5-day job, higher pay, and i'm able to work with my frens!~
I always prefer the sunset than the sunrise. Don't ask me why, probably becos i dun like to wake up early bah. =p Sunset creates the perfect environment for one to reflect on the day.. And yes, I like to watch it alone.
sigh, i'm drained actually. Caught in a dilemma, caught in a crossroad once again.
I dunno wat is my aim in life. I duno wat i want to do in the future..... When can i actually find the answer? This is bad. I'm 22, going 23.. And I'm lost, very lost.
Am i really that tired to sit down and think carefully. Why do i owaz avoid myself when it comes to this? I'm an escapist. I seek other means to divert my attention. I feel much better doing tt... But.... I'll still be in this whirlpool, and i never swim out of it.
Or perhaps i've oredi gotten that answer. But due to some other circumstances, I couldn't just settle on my own decision. Just like how i tendered my resignation on my own accord, believing that I will be happier that way.. Yes, indeed i felt happier, much relieved. But.... my family is constantly pressurizing me in a way. And now i'm back to working & studying part-time. I'm anticipating the 1 month break that i gave myself before starting on my new job.....
I'm losing my energy and motivation to study!~ Sighhh.. I can hardly concentrate in class and my mind keep switching off. I dunno what am i thinking, my mind juz wander off and came back near the end of the class, no matter how hard i try to force myself to pay attention. Dang~ Shit!!! AHHHHH~~ How lah!!!! I'm having econs lec later... econs in UOL is HELL! I HAVE TO LISTEN.
Sighhh.. super boring week for me. When my partner is on leave, I'm all alone. Yes. ALONE facing this bloody com for 8 hours. Even Nurin is on leave. Sighh.. how to pass 8hours everyday alone sitting here, doing nothing, doing shit work, and entertaining stupid ppl who call in asking for Maybank almost everyday?!!!!!!
Ok, today is thursday. 2 more days to go... 2 more days to end of loneliness.
I never regret tendering. =) Hehes.
I shall stop playing maple. Its been taking a toll on my studies.. I MUST QUIT. I WILL!!!!!!!
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