sian.. supposed to work half day tml. Early case at 8am, so i thought i could work from 7am-11am. Some people just like to push their responsibility, so i have to cover til about 4pm/5pm. Fuck.
And, nobody will be there tomorrow to cover me for lunch. I will be a deity tml.
Fuck.
Why do i feel so sick and tired.
My only wish for now: may that upcoming opportunity be true and not a hoax.
Anyway, desite whatever SHIT that happened today, I am a happy girl because dear accompany me for the whole day. =)
I've encounter too many mishaps in just 2 weeks. I start to wonder if everything is going downhill. Weird.
Firstly, on my way to class last week, there's a self-skidded motorcycle right in front of our car. I saw the rider picking himself up and he was still able to stand, but later i realized that there are fresh blood on the pavement. Two kind motorists stopped to help him, and because he seemed okay, we drove off.
Later on the way back from class, there was a collision between a motorcycle and a car on the bend near the flyover just about 400m away from our school. Again, i saw the bike lying on the road but the rider seemed unhurt.
Yesterday evening on my way to school again, there's was again an accident involving a motocyclist (again) and another vehicle which i forgot whether was it a car or van. Anyway, i think it just occured seconds before we witnessed it. After which, there was a massive jam right behind the accident site because it took up 2 lanes out of 3. We were not affected by the jam. There was this motorcyclist who was just sitting on the road next to his collapsed bike, and he seemed conscious.
On my way back home, again at the notorious bend whom dear said it was a blind spot, there was another accident between another motorcycle and a car. =/
Lastly, this morning i took bus to work, there was this 70+ uncle whom look like he was gasping for breath, he just seemed very uncomfortable. And it didn't help when the bus was so packed with people. He dropped his inhaler twice and we picked it up for him. He seemed okay at one time, but sort of grimaced in pain another moment. He asked me and the lady next to me where should he alight to change a bus to alexandra hospital. Both of us had no idea, and there since there was a 24hr clinic nearby, we suggested that he should go to that clinic. But he doesn't seem keen on the idea. After a few more stops, he struggled real hard to alight the bus, and seemed unstable. Everyone was all ready to grab him should he fall. Anywae, he managed to alight to bus but upon reaching the bus stop, he was unable to make his way up to the curb and i saw him falling over. Luckily there were people at the bus stop and I saw one of them grab hold of him. My bus drove off after that, I didn't get to see what happened next. I hope he will be fine though.
Phew~ Why do i have to witness so many unfortunate things.
I still remember in sec sch, i got a physics teacher whom was abit cranky and likes to bring us to sing karaoke in the AVA room, always talk about attaining enlightenment. I always thought he was just being corny, but I have sort of came to realize that it does make sense.
Certain things, or should i say MANY things that happened at work can really dampen my whole mood for the day~ Right now, there are too MUCH things things that make me convert my mood from sad to angry! I start to talk back, i start to argue, and i've already started to take the initiative to be the one to blast at them first.
I've been trying to be nice, and people said i'm always too nice and doesn't show any temper at all. That's when they really try to step over me, and now i'm being trampled over.
why do i always have to urge to blog only when i'm down? this makes me blog a very sad one.. Probably because when i in a good mood, i tend to channel my energy to revising my work~ So.. i'm actually okay. Just been riding a non-stop roller coaster.
I feel like giving up. This time round i'm serious. Call me a quitter.
sian.. supposed to work half day tml. Early case at 8am, so i thought i could work from 7am-11am. Some people just like to push their responsibility, so i have to cover til about 4pm/5pm. Fuck.
And, nobody will be there tomorrow to cover me for lunch. I will be a deity tml.
Fuck.
Why do i feel so sick and tired.
My only wish for now: may that upcoming opportunity be true and not a hoax.
Anyway, desite whatever SHIT that happened today, I am a happy girl because dear accompany me for the whole day. =)
I've encounter too many mishaps in just 2 weeks. I start to wonder if everything is going downhill. Weird.
Firstly, on my way to class last week, there's a self-skidded motorcycle right in front of our car. I saw the rider picking himself up and he was still able to stand, but later i realized that there are fresh blood on the pavement. Two kind motorists stopped to help him, and because he seemed okay, we drove off.
Later on the way back from class, there was a collision between a motorcycle and a car on the bend near the flyover just about 400m away from our school. Again, i saw the bike lying on the road but the rider seemed unhurt.
Yesterday evening on my way to school again, there's was again an accident involving a motocyclist (again) and another vehicle which i forgot whether was it a car or van. Anyway, i think it just occured seconds before we witnessed it. After which, there was a massive jam right behind the accident site because it took up 2 lanes out of 3. We were not affected by the jam. There was this motorcyclist who was just sitting on the road next to his collapsed bike, and he seemed conscious.
On my way back home, again at the notorious bend whom dear said it was a blind spot, there was another accident between another motorcycle and a car. =/
Lastly, this morning i took bus to work, there was this 70+ uncle whom look like he was gasping for breath, he just seemed very uncomfortable. And it didn't help when the bus was so packed with people. He dropped his inhaler twice and we picked it up for him. He seemed okay at one time, but sort of grimaced in pain another moment. He asked me and the lady next to me where should he alight to change a bus to alexandra hospital. Both of us had no idea, and there since there was a 24hr clinic nearby, we suggested that he should go to that clinic. But he doesn't seem keen on the idea. After a few more stops, he struggled real hard to alight the bus, and seemed unstable. Everyone was all ready to grab him should he fall. Anywae, he managed to alight to bus but upon reaching the bus stop, he was unable to make his way up to the curb and i saw him falling over. Luckily there were people at the bus stop and I saw one of them grab hold of him. My bus drove off after that, I didn't get to see what happened next. I hope he will be fine though.
Phew~ Why do i have to witness so many unfortunate things.
I still remember in sec sch, i got a physics teacher whom was abit cranky and likes to bring us to sing karaoke in the AVA room, always talk about attaining enlightenment. I always thought he was just being corny, but I have sort of came to realize that it does make sense.
Certain things, or should i say MANY things that happened at work can really dampen my whole mood for the day~ Right now, there are too MUCH things things that make me convert my mood from sad to angry! I start to talk back, i start to argue, and i've already started to take the initiative to be the one to blast at them first.
I've been trying to be nice, and people said i'm always too nice and doesn't show any temper at all. That's when they really try to step over me, and now i'm being trampled over.
why do i always have to urge to blog only when i'm down? this makes me blog a very sad one.. Probably because when i in a good mood, i tend to channel my energy to revising my work~ So.. i'm actually okay. Just been riding a non-stop roller coaster.
I feel like giving up. This time round i'm serious. Call me a quitter.
Sian
