Pain shook me up today! =( I had such a long, nice, undisturbed sleep last night (finally) but was woken up by the most undesirable feeling - PAIN. Yeah, its time of the month again. Somehow i'm glad it came. I hated the symptoms. Had been feeling one-of-the-lowest-point-in-my-life kind of feeling for the past few days.. Didn't feel good..
Sometimes, it just isn't the mood swing. I know what the problem is. I know I'm the only one who can deal with it. Yet i succumbed. Sorry, was feeling so sucky that i practically didn't have enough strength to think abt it. I tried to deny my feelings, tried to distract myself, sometimes i just failed..
Anywae, finally today's an off day! I guess a good sleep is a good remedy. No doubt the pain still lingers, at least my head is thinking more clearly. Had a good meetup with poly buddies to watch the Twilight marathon!! =) Movie was okay, New Moon is kinda disappointing, but Jacob is HOT! I'm thankful for the meetup & accompany.. Yes, i needed that.
All i can do, is to hope that things will improve for the better.
And thanks, for being there for the past few days and understood exactly what i need..
Off today.. Need it terribly.
