Just pen down little updates before I start on my revision. Wanna say a thousand apologies that I may have neglected the people around me, esp my friends. Sigh, so sorry but I really can't sacrifice my weekends! Pls pls understand that working full-time and coping part-time studies is really no joke. My energy level always hit rock bottom whenever I came home from work, and therefore weekends are my only time to really mug.. =(=( And i'm not studying for myself, my family is putting pressure on me too. They want me to score well, yet i know i really can't cope. I have also missed so many weeks of family gathering. Haiz.. i need to be a chao camper at home liao..
Anywae, dear brought his mum, sis and me to Furama Waterfront for an international buffet dinner last Sat. Dear had the Home Affairs promotion thing and we enjoyed the dinner at $25 nett. =) Well, i was also quite surprised that ICA is under home affairs too.
With dear's mama =)
Dd and me!
With dear's mama and mei mei. My hair was a mess here. =X
Okie, i think i really have to start studying. Sigh.
And to our sister: pls pls take care of urself k! Remb that Wee and I will be here no matter what.. Jia you wor!! Must stay strong please.. =)
Hehes, just a quick update! Thanks so much for all the encouragement given to me =) Sometimes you just feel so touched when ppl can just pop a msg thru ur msn or sms u just to say "jia you!" to u =) Thanks so much Ber, Selina, Liping, Fiona and those who ever encouraged me, Jiahe, Ben, Xp etc etc.
I dun deny that i have loads of grievances to complain everyday. I complain mainly abt work, my stupid job, the irritating phonecalls, my lack of time and energy. Yet, i dun see myself giving up yet, especially my studies. Workwise... I'm still trying to hang on as far as I can. This year's results shall determine everything.
Just gotten back my Socio test! Surprisingly I got a 10/15 which i expected a fail! I think i blogged not too long ago that i was so disappointed with myself when i did the paper, cos i studied 2 full days for it!!! Well.. i guess perhaps this time it really paid off~~ Perhaps sometimes i expect too much from myself. Yet, i can't let my guard down becos i NEED to do well, something which i have no choice but to DO WELL for others.. But as for my econs test, that one is sure a goner because i haben even started on qn 2 when the time is up. I guess i really need more practice as I took too long to think on the method to use. Sigh..
I feel happy during weekends. =) I can sleep in later, leaving me with much more energy throughout the day. This will prevent me from having negative thoughts.
Although I feel like doing my revision today, deardear say we have to go out! Haha.. Went shopping for the whole day! I think it was really crazy to go shopping for 8hrs wearing heels. I'm definitely not a heels person, and now my feet is aching. Haha~
Well, i guess retail therapy really works! I spent $627.70 today. Gosh! =X Skin food aloe vera BB cream x2 ($76), Levi's jeans ($139.90), Levi's jeans for dear ($149.90), 2 skirts ($51), Loreal eye make up remover ($10.90) and $200 for my parents. There's one more dress which cost $49.90 but dear helped me to pay, treat it as a present from him. =)
Hehes, it does feel so gd to splurge once in awhile though! =p And hey, i'm contributing to nation building! =p
Just reached home not long ago, washed up, and here am I in front of the comp trying to think of a write-up for a project at work. It has to be submitted by monday, and we were only informed of this project yesterday. Oh well..... Anywae, they were saying that we can make use of office hours to complete it. But..... easier was said than done. Too many calls came in, we have to leave our project aside and mend the helplines.
We were thinking, worse come to worse, we will make a trip back to the office on Saturday. Well, i just need to give up 1 precious weekend for revision.
Just had my econs test just now. Despite having practiced fully last weekend, i couldn't finish it on time. My mind was entirely choked as i stared at the questions. I guess the break from revision from monday-thursday really disrupt my momentum. I really duno how to carry on from here. Teach me please? My mind isn't as intelligent as others, in fact, i need alot more time than the others.
I really duno what am i living for right now. Too many things to do, too little time, too little space, too little freedom. My puny bird brain doesn't have the capacity to withold all of them. I'm crumbling, like mad.
Blame it on my own stupidity. I couldn't make it into local uni to study full-time. I break the study route by going on to work first, thinking that experience can bring me further. I am totally wrong. Once you stepped out to work, your parents will not provide you with further monetary support anymore. Even if you wish to go back to full-time studies, there is no room for discussion.
Here am i breaking the momentum of my blog entries as well. There's so many things i wanted to update, CNY, genting trips, etc. but there isn't any extra time for me to do it. All i wanted is to squeeze out time for revision. Of course, i will be half-dead by the time i came home from work.
It is not easy at all. I can say that i'm succumbing to the pressure. I'm not a strong person, why must i act to be one?
I will only post selected pics as there are too many. These are all taken by Bernice. =p Cny day 1 is the usual gathering at my grandma's place, where all the distant relatives will come together and meet once a year. My grandma will always prepare lunch and dinner for us.
My mummy and ber's mummy.
Entertaining the distant relatives. This is like merely 1/10 of the full strength. They come in separate groups and timing this year. Me and ber will always hide inside 1 room and entertain ourselves when they arrive, duno why. =p We'r just shy la.. hehes.
Mirror image
The usual game: Black Jack. This is being played throughout the day.
My small aunt (xiao yi) aka "hello kitty aunt" and her husband. She likes to show off her kitty stuff to us, keep opening her pink bag which was ALL filled with hello kitty pouches. Handphone pouch, wallet, everything you name it.
Guess whose??
This kid was playing with my brother who was willing to entertain her, making noise, disturbing her sleeping dad and messing up our game.
Just pen down little updates before I start on my revision. Wanna say a thousand apologies that I may have neglected the people around me, esp my friends. Sigh, so sorry but I really can't sacrifice my weekends! Pls pls understand that working full-time and coping part-time studies is really no joke. My energy level always hit rock bottom whenever I came home from work, and therefore weekends are my only time to really mug.. =(=( And i'm not studying for myself, my family is putting pressure on me too. They want me to score well, yet i know i really can't cope. I have also missed so many weeks of family gathering. Haiz.. i need to be a chao camper at home liao..
Anywae, dear brought his mum, sis and me to Furama Waterfront for an international buffet dinner last Sat. Dear had the Home Affairs promotion thing and we enjoyed the dinner at $25 nett. =) Well, i was also quite surprised that ICA is under home affairs too.
With dear's mama =)
Dd and me!
With dear's mama and mei mei. My hair was a mess here. =X
Okie, i think i really have to start studying. Sigh.
And to our sister: pls pls take care of urself k! Remb that Wee and I will be here no matter what.. Jia you wor!! Must stay strong please.. =)
Hehes, just a quick update! Thanks so much for all the encouragement given to me =) Sometimes you just feel so touched when ppl can just pop a msg thru ur msn or sms u just to say "jia you!" to u =) Thanks so much Ber, Selina, Liping, Fiona and those who ever encouraged me, Jiahe, Ben, Xp etc etc.
I dun deny that i have loads of grievances to complain everyday. I complain mainly abt work, my stupid job, the irritating phonecalls, my lack of time and energy. Yet, i dun see myself giving up yet, especially my studies. Workwise... I'm still trying to hang on as far as I can. This year's results shall determine everything.
Just gotten back my Socio test! Surprisingly I got a 10/15 which i expected a fail! I think i blogged not too long ago that i was so disappointed with myself when i did the paper, cos i studied 2 full days for it!!! Well.. i guess perhaps this time it really paid off~~ Perhaps sometimes i expect too much from myself. Yet, i can't let my guard down becos i NEED to do well, something which i have no choice but to DO WELL for others.. But as for my econs test, that one is sure a goner because i haben even started on qn 2 when the time is up. I guess i really need more practice as I took too long to think on the method to use. Sigh..
I feel happy during weekends. =) I can sleep in later, leaving me with much more energy throughout the day. This will prevent me from having negative thoughts.
Although I feel like doing my revision today, deardear say we have to go out! Haha.. Went shopping for the whole day! I think it was really crazy to go shopping for 8hrs wearing heels. I'm definitely not a heels person, and now my feet is aching. Haha~
Well, i guess retail therapy really works! I spent $627.70 today. Gosh! =X Skin food aloe vera BB cream x2 ($76), Levi's jeans ($139.90), Levi's jeans for dear ($149.90), 2 skirts ($51), Loreal eye make up remover ($10.90) and $200 for my parents. There's one more dress which cost $49.90 but dear helped me to pay, treat it as a present from him. =)
Hehes, it does feel so gd to splurge once in awhile though! =p And hey, i'm contributing to nation building! =p
Just reached home not long ago, washed up, and here am I in front of the comp trying to think of a write-up for a project at work. It has to be submitted by monday, and we were only informed of this project yesterday. Oh well..... Anywae, they were saying that we can make use of office hours to complete it. But..... easier was said than done. Too many calls came in, we have to leave our project aside and mend the helplines.
We were thinking, worse come to worse, we will make a trip back to the office on Saturday. Well, i just need to give up 1 precious weekend for revision.
Just had my econs test just now. Despite having practiced fully last weekend, i couldn't finish it on time. My mind was entirely choked as i stared at the questions. I guess the break from revision from monday-thursday really disrupt my momentum. I really duno how to carry on from here. Teach me please? My mind isn't as intelligent as others, in fact, i need alot more time than the others.
I really duno what am i living for right now. Too many things to do, too little time, too little space, too little freedom. My puny bird brain doesn't have the capacity to withold all of them. I'm crumbling, like mad.
Blame it on my own stupidity. I couldn't make it into local uni to study full-time. I break the study route by going on to work first, thinking that experience can bring me further. I am totally wrong. Once you stepped out to work, your parents will not provide you with further monetary support anymore. Even if you wish to go back to full-time studies, there is no room for discussion.
Here am i breaking the momentum of my blog entries as well. There's so many things i wanted to update, CNY, genting trips, etc. but there isn't any extra time for me to do it. All i wanted is to squeeze out time for revision. Of course, i will be half-dead by the time i came home from work.
It is not easy at all. I can say that i'm succumbing to the pressure. I'm not a strong person, why must i act to be one?
I will only post selected pics as there are too many. These are all taken by Bernice. =p Cny day 1 is the usual gathering at my grandma's place, where all the distant relatives will come together and meet once a year. My grandma will always prepare lunch and dinner for us.
My mummy and ber's mummy.
Entertaining the distant relatives. This is like merely 1/10 of the full strength. They come in separate groups and timing this year. Me and ber will always hide inside 1 room and entertain ourselves when they arrive, duno why. =p We'r just shy la.. hehes.
Mirror image
The usual game: Black Jack. This is being played throughout the day.
My small aunt (xiao yi) aka "hello kitty aunt" and her husband. She likes to show off her kitty stuff to us, keep opening her pink bag which was ALL filled with hello kitty pouches. Handphone pouch, wallet, everything you name it.
Guess whose??
This kid was playing with my brother who was willing to entertain her, making noise, disturbing her sleeping dad and messing up our game.
Gotta mug!
With dear's mama =)
With dear's mama and mei mei. My hair was a mess here. =X
