Sometimes i just feel so tired of everything. I feel like giving up, yet part of me refuses to give up so easily. People might say that it will be easy if i just let it go, but i fear that elsewhere will be the same.
I want to go, yet i have no confidence that the other side will be better.
I want to go, yet i got simply no more energy to start all over again.
I see the cruelty of this world today. I shouldn't be there at all. I'd rather I don't know anything at all.
I hate the way they work. I hate their narrow-mindedness. I hate the way they place me there and to listen to all those stuff.
It may be others that they are targeting now, I don't know when will be my turn.
I just feel like shutting myself away from this reality. The world is too ugly for me to bear..
Too ugly for me to see, too ugly to live in.....
I hate this world. I hate them. I hate
HER.
Living in Uncertainty.
