I always treated everyone equally... Because I constantly reminded myself that everyone is the same, there's no great difference between seniors and juniors. I also treated my juniors with respect, because as long as you and i are humans, we are all the same. You may be lower in rank than me now, but one day you might be my superior, and vice versa.

I treasured all living things on earth. I dun have the heart to even squash an ant with my bare hands. However, that excludes mosquitos.

But today, the cruelty of this world starts to sink in. No matter how much you tried to appease people, how much u tried to respect everyone and hope that they will treat you the same, it does not seemed to work anymore. I am disappointed in how others whom think that they possess such authority and put themselves so high up above others. Respect is to be earned, and not demanded.

Just simply repeating that you are the director doesn't earn my respect at all. Just simply repeating that you own 12.5% of this company doesn't make me feel your significance. Just simply repeating that you play a part in contributing my salary doesn't makes me feel grateful, because honestly, my salary wasn't fantastic in the first place, not to mention underpaid + no pay OT + shift work instead of regular office hours. Just simply repeating your flowery words towards girls' beautiful legs totally tarnishes my image of how a director should behave.

I admitted that i broke down today. I broke down 3 times in just a month. I worked overtime for 11.5hrs just working in here for 1 month.

But i'm enduring, and i'm enjoying my work despite all these shit that happens. Because of my partner, because of everyone working together at the surgical site, because i can feel that everyone cares for one another in this place.

But the management alone drains all my energy and my meaning for working hard for this company. If it weren't for the wonderful colleagues around me, i would have no hesitation to leave this messy place. Anyway, i may loose my stand soon even if i tried to stay, because there's a time bomb which may just dropped on you anytime. So many people were asked to leave, and those are the people whom set up this place before the management and directors kicked in.

So this is how they repay their workers.

I am totally exhausted. As far as I am concern, i am laying back for now. No point trying to improve things when people doesn't appreciate or understand. No point working extra for them without getting paid and applauded. Yes, i will start working as much as they are paying me.

And get out of here soon...

I always treated everyone equally... Because I constantly reminded myself that everyone is the same, there's no great difference between seniors and juniors. I also treated my juniors with respect, because as long as you and i are humans, we are all the same. You may be lower in rank than me now, but one day you might be my superior, and vice versa.

I treasured all living things on earth. I dun have the heart to even squash an ant with my bare hands. However, that excludes mosquitos.

But today, the cruelty of this world starts to sink in. No matter how much you tried to appease people, how much u tried to respect everyone and hope that they will treat you the same, it does not seemed to work anymore. I am disappointed in how others whom think that they possess such authority and put themselves so high up above others. Respect is to be earned, and not demanded.

Just simply repeating that you are the director doesn't earn my respect at all. Just simply repeating that you own 12.5% of this company doesn't make me feel your significance. Just simply repeating that you play a part in contributing my salary doesn't makes me feel grateful, because honestly, my salary wasn't fantastic in the first place, not to mention underpaid + no pay OT + shift work instead of regular office hours. Just simply repeating your flowery words towards girls' beautiful legs totally tarnishes my image of how a director should behave.

I admitted that i broke down today. I broke down 3 times in just a month. I worked overtime for 11.5hrs just working in here for 1 month.

But i'm enduring, and i'm enjoying my work despite all these shit that happens. Because of my partner, because of everyone working together at the surgical site, because i can feel that everyone cares for one another in this place.

But the management alone drains all my energy and my meaning for working hard for this company. If it weren't for the wonderful colleagues around me, i would have no hesitation to leave this messy place. Anyway, i may loose my stand soon even if i tried to stay, because there's a time bomb which may just dropped on you anytime. So many people were asked to leave, and those are the people whom set up this place before the management and directors kicked in.

So this is how they repay their workers.

I am totally exhausted. As far as I am concern, i am laying back for now. No point trying to improve things when people doesn't appreciate or understand. No point working extra for them without getting paid and applauded. Yes, i will start working as much as they are paying me.

And get out of here soon...