I always prefer the sunset than the sunrise. Don't ask me why, probably becos i dun like to wake up early bah. =p Sunset creates the perfect environment for one to reflect on the day.. And yes, I like to watch it alone.

sigh, i'm drained actually. Caught in a dilemma, caught in a crossroad once again.

I dunno wat is my aim in life. I duno wat i want to do in the future..... When can i actually find the answer? This is bad. I'm 22, going 23.. And I'm lost, very lost.

Am i really that tired to sit down and think carefully. Why do i owaz avoid myself when it comes to this? I'm an escapist. I seek other means to divert my attention. I feel much better doing tt... But.... I'll still be in this whirlpool, and i never swim out of it.

Or perhaps i've oredi gotten that answer. But due to some other circumstances, I couldn't just settle on my own decision. Just like how i tendered my resignation on my own accord, believing that I will be happier that way.. Yes, indeed i felt happier, much relieved. But.... my family is constantly pressurizing me in a way. And now i'm back to working & studying part-time. I'm anticipating the 1 month break that i gave myself before starting on my new job.....

I can't wait.

I always prefer the sunset than the sunrise. Don't ask me why, probably becos i dun like to wake up early bah. =p Sunset creates the perfect environment for one to reflect on the day.. And yes, I like to watch it alone.

sigh, i'm drained actually. Caught in a dilemma, caught in a crossroad once again.

I dunno wat is my aim in life. I duno wat i want to do in the future..... When can i actually find the answer? This is bad. I'm 22, going 23.. And I'm lost, very lost.

Am i really that tired to sit down and think carefully. Why do i owaz avoid myself when it comes to this? I'm an escapist. I seek other means to divert my attention. I feel much better doing tt... But.... I'll still be in this whirlpool, and i never swim out of it.

Or perhaps i've oredi gotten that answer. But due to some other circumstances, I couldn't just settle on my own decision. Just like how i tendered my resignation on my own accord, believing that I will be happier that way.. Yes, indeed i felt happier, much relieved. But.... my family is constantly pressurizing me in a way. And now i'm back to working & studying part-time. I'm anticipating the 1 month break that i gave myself before starting on my new job.....

I can't wait.