Just reached home not long ago, washed up, and here am I in front of the comp trying to think of a write-up for a project at work. It has to be submitted by monday, and we were only informed of this project yesterday. Oh well..... Anywae, they were saying that we can make use of office hours to complete it. But..... easier was said than done. Too many calls came in, we have to leave our project aside and mend the helplines.

We were thinking, worse come to worse, we will make a trip back to the office on Saturday. Well, i just need to give up 1 precious weekend for revision.

Just had my econs test just now. Despite having practiced fully last weekend, i couldn't finish it on time. My mind was entirely choked as i stared at the questions. I guess the break from revision from monday-thursday really disrupt my momentum. I really duno how to carry on from here. Teach me please? My mind isn't as intelligent as others, in fact, i need alot more time than the others.

I really duno what am i living for right now. Too many things to do, too little time, too little space, too little freedom. My puny bird brain doesn't have the capacity to withold all of them. I'm crumbling, like mad.

Blame it on my own stupidity. I couldn't make it into local uni to study full-time. I break the study route by going on to work first, thinking that experience can bring me further. I am totally wrong. Once you stepped out to work, your parents will not provide you with further monetary support anymore. Even if you wish to go back to full-time studies, there is no room for discussion.

Here am i breaking the momentum of my blog entries as well. There's so many things i wanted to update, CNY, genting trips, etc. but there isn't any extra time for me to do it. All i wanted is to squeeze out time for revision. Of course, i will be half-dead by the time i came home from work.

It is not easy at all. I can say that i'm succumbing to the pressure. I'm not a strong person, why must i act to be one?

Just reached home not long ago, washed up, and here am I in front of the comp trying to think of a write-up for a project at work. It has to be submitted by monday, and we were only informed of this project yesterday. Oh well..... Anywae, they were saying that we can make use of office hours to complete it. But..... easier was said than done. Too many calls came in, we have to leave our project aside and mend the helplines.

We were thinking, worse come to worse, we will make a trip back to the office on Saturday. Well, i just need to give up 1 precious weekend for revision.

Just had my econs test just now. Despite having practiced fully last weekend, i couldn't finish it on time. My mind was entirely choked as i stared at the questions. I guess the break from revision from monday-thursday really disrupt my momentum. I really duno how to carry on from here. Teach me please? My mind isn't as intelligent as others, in fact, i need alot more time than the others.

I really duno what am i living for right now. Too many things to do, too little time, too little space, too little freedom. My puny bird brain doesn't have the capacity to withold all of them. I'm crumbling, like mad.

Blame it on my own stupidity. I couldn't make it into local uni to study full-time. I break the study route by going on to work first, thinking that experience can bring me further. I am totally wrong. Once you stepped out to work, your parents will not provide you with further monetary support anymore. Even if you wish to go back to full-time studies, there is no room for discussion.

Here am i breaking the momentum of my blog entries as well. There's so many things i wanted to update, CNY, genting trips, etc. but there isn't any extra time for me to do it. All i wanted is to squeeze out time for revision. Of course, i will be half-dead by the time i came home from work.

It is not easy at all. I can say that i'm succumbing to the pressure. I'm not a strong person, why must i act to be one?